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January 14, 2005

ズレ

今、非常に気になるものです。
待ち合せのズレ、電話のズレ、ある一つの物事をそれぞれの人が判断する基準のズレ。
男と女での思考の仕方のズレ。
深く考えちゃいますね。
特に、付き合いが長くなってくると、表層的なものから一つ深く入ってくるから、ズレに気づいた途端、
普段の「ま、いいか」を使うわけにも行かず・・・・悩むわけです。
それを、「慎重」ととるか、はたまた「後ろ向き」ととるかは分かりません、それがズレなわけです。
月に一度の腹痛前だから、メンタルな部分が低下してるのはわかるので、きっとそれで落ち込みやすいん
だろうなあとは思うのですが、
いつも以上にヤキモチ焼いて、他人を羨ましがるのは・・・・・自分でも情けないなあと思います。
なれるものなら、その人になりたいなあとすら思いました。
友達につい悩みをポロっと言ってしまったら「あほや」と。
いつもは自分でもそんなこと全然気にならないんですけどね。
自分も同じ事してますから。一番気になる人には冷たくなったり。
普通な人には、一定に普通に。

今ズレが気になる=やっぱり、昔のトラウマが影を引いてるのかなと・・・・考えたり。
過去に無駄なものは何一つないと
自信持って言えるし、これからも言っていくけど、いろんなお荷物背負って生きていくって大変だな。
あれ?哲学?

ここに書くと、割とスッキリするので、すみません。
頑張って更新できるようにします。


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